This morning’s seminar was cancelled while I was walking to it so when I came back I vacuumed my room and now I’m sat here thinking about coming up with a massive update but I might end it abruptly anyway.
I had my first assessed group presentation yesterday and I think we did fairly well. It was a less intense repeat of PW turmoil again with last minute add-in(s) and sorts, but I think my group pulled it off. Its hard to estimate a grade though, and I reckon my anxiety levels are going to peak going for each seminar till I find out.
I have been lucky with the weather so far. It was lovely last weekend, I’m hoping for lovely weather tomorrow in London. Last Saturday I did a big workout with Joy at the gym up the hill after a week of inactivity. It was another sedentary week again, I am going to force myself up the hill next week everyday during term break. The sun is currently shining right on my back, really I’m just soaking up whatever there’s left of Brighton’s sun. It’s turning chilly now, and the sun can be deceiving. This Sunday summer will be officially over, and I will be an extra hour further away from home.
Life has been school and school has been life. It’s suffocating most of the time, I’m 42 days away from liberation. As thankful as I am for term break that officially starts in 4hrs from now, the to-do list on my planner is constantly at the back of my mind. Readings and essays and presentations and oh my god, I can feel anxiety creeping up again just typing these words.
Calm calm calm, I’m going to be calm and have a poker face about it.